EMILY MOON
[good morning, day]
When the alarm sounds, I am absent.
Sun tugs at the eastern window with
the urgency of a three-year-old. Curtains
ripple with passion for dawn. The porch
door yearns for a hand to push it open,
wishes to unhinge and flap down
the sidewalk to see where we go when we
are gone. My shoulder leans toward presence,
flexes tendons in the duvet dimension.
My elbow migrates from under the sheet,
pulls a forearm behind it. Morning devices
gurgle and hiss. Wrist conjures a handful
of wriggling fingers from the under-cover
dark. They shimmy into light, sense possibilities.
Aromas of the brown elixir of life arrive
in a wave of persuasion. Fingers twitch,
desire to hold a warm mug. A ringtone sings
Beethoven’s Song of Joy from the kitchen.
It’s time to rise.
[coming out]
The boiling lava
of my molten core
bursts through.
My husk shatters,
falls away like fireworks.
The dust of what I was
blows away on the breeze.
My smoking heart reveals
transfiguration.
I rise, newly minted,
tint heaven vivid
with the light coming
out of me.
[your darkness]
I want to enter
your darkness, feel
your thrum and throb,
dance to your music.
I see us there, in motion
lyrical as dolphins.
Maybe stars will come out
in daylight, black on blue sky.
Maybe we’ll swim
through green dark sea,
look up toward the twilit
surface, see bobbing lights
that could be heaven.
Maybe we’ll swim to the stars,
make our own constellation
in the interplay between
light and dark, sky
and sea, love
and light.
Poet's Description for "Good Morning, Day"
The first draft of “Good Morning, Day” happened at the end of a long day. Exhausted, I turned out the light and lay my head down. Lines started to form in my head. I turned on the light and filled three pages of my note book. The dreamy images came from my altered state on the edge of sleep. I thought of the feeling I often get when the alarm goes off, when the bed feels so cozy I want to linger a while in that warm coccoon.
Written by: Emily Moon
Painting: The Sea of Ice (Caspar David Friedrich, 1824)
EMILY MOON
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Emily Moon (she/her) is a transgender poet from Portland, ORE. She is an Editor at First Matter Press. Her book "It’s Just You and Me, Miss Moon," was published by First Matter Press prior to taking on an editorial role. Her work includes appearances in or is forthcoming from, Anti-Heroin Chic, Pile Press, Hecate Magazine, and Mulberry Literary.
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